I need to ask the Principal about some “forced-fem” issues that I have. Principal or any other dominatrix who may be reading this, might you help me out here? I have never felt the urge to suck cock or eat cream pies. Yet shaving myself downstairs is marvelously embarrassing. And so I think it’s tied to humiliation. Now what exactly is the sexual-psychological payoff in humiliation? Do women see humiliation differently than men do? And what about “butch” women? What’s their deal, their fantasy life? And wearing panties? I don’t like it. They ride up. I have got to be comfortable to function in the workaday world. Of course, that’s all part of the kink, isn’t it? The secret sin thing. The clandestine fishnet world. And all the business of being found out –as if in this post 9/11 world anyone anywhere has any real private life. And I don’t exactly get off by singing too loud in church. I just won’t sing along with Billy Gruesome. And I won’t overly wave the flag or promote the war. These are “patriotic” blackmail issues. Remember McCarthyism? Remember how J. Edgar Hoover blackmailed congressmen all dressed up in panties? Well, fuck whoever's spying me down so I’ll be like President Bushy -- all for the endless war and the boys now coming home, some quite wounded, all, I’m sure with hope for more of life and less of the real moral darkness out there. --Not the supposed moral lackings of kinky dykes. Or crazy people that “normal” people can’t believe are good.